Thursday, August 24, 2006

Love...is never wrong..

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Dun miss the friendship, build it first, then talk abt the rest.
I think too far. Much too far.

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breathing at 11:39:00 PM

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Is it wrong to spend some time with myself??

Recently have been super busy. So much so that I dun really have time to blog. It all started with my weekend school. I feel like 2 weeks have combined into 1 and it was so unfun.
Monday went out w my aunt. It was tiring yet very fruitful and fun. I haven't been spending time with her in ages.
Tuesday was prayer meeting and zone meeting.
Wednesday was CG prayer meeting. Pray my throat out man. But God gave us a word. He told us not to focus on the thigns that are temporary, focus on those that are eternal. Many times people think that situations and circumstances have changed them and affect their faith. True for a certain extent becos we being human, WILL be tempted. Yet we haven't really realized that God has called us to guide our hearts and mind. WHEN OUR HEART AND MIND IS STRONG, WE WOULD NOT BE SUBJECTED TO THE CIRCUMSTANCES.
Thursday, I'm spending some time with myself. Dun feel selfish gal, dun think abt whether u deserve it. Dun break down becos u refuse to do it.

breathing at 6:06:00 PM

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Friday, August 11, 2006

DAY 1

Yesterday I prayed. And God spoke to me. Read Ps 75 and had a revelation.
Psa 75:7 But God is the judge; He puts down one and exalts another. For in the hand of the Lord there is a cup, and the wine is red; it is fully mixed; and He pours out from it; but the dregs of it, all the wicked of the earth shall drain its dregs and drink.
God indeed is the Judge, we dun need to be jealous abt the things others have or do. God gives to us the things we do according to our talent and our capacity. Nothing is unglorifying and nothing is glorifying. Dun look at the things others are doing but focus on God.
The wine here speaks about the blood of Jesus. It is fully mixed tells us that when we are all borned again in Him, there should be no individualism. All of us gotta learn to work together. Then when He pours it out, the wicked of the earth shall be drained.

breathing at 11:10:00 PM

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Today will be a new day...

Indeed, today marks a new beginning. If u ask me why? I dun really know. I'm praying, so pray with me. I think it's time i move to australia to complete my studies. TMC is gonna cease giving Monash courses. They say they try to reduce the impact on our course of studies. But it's rather difficult. It has affected me greatly. Not that I'm not willing to go. I am. It's the finances I'm worried about. So I'm praying, pray with me.

breathing at 11:49:00 AM

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Why people blog?

Many many people blog...I never knew why. Until one of my friend..erm..a few of my friends, made me read their blog. Then i realized. The blog is the place where friends clarify with one another, make up with one another. Funny how the human mind works. There are things you just can't say, but when you write it out, pratically to thin air, it's much more bearable. Let's hope I stay faithful to my blog.

breathing at 4:48:00 PM

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